Lately I’ve been really struggling with sleep imbalance.
It’s so strange – I can sleep 2 or 3 hours, but then my legs get all jumpy and I have to get up. Then within an hour or three, my eyes slump shut and I’m sleepy all over again and have to get horizontal before I fall over. And it starts all over again.
Some days, I can be up as much as 8 or 10 hours.
Others, like yesterday, at updownupdownupdown all day and all night. With some wicked bad dreams to boot. That I fall right back into after a being-up spell. As if I’d never left the dream at all.
Yep, I have tapped, meditated, prayed, cussed, ranted, seen docs. To no avail.
So Sylvester here is saying what I think of the whole thing: “…impatient, angry, bored, disgusted, what a frkn waste of time and energy – oh yeh, we don’t have any energy, do we? We don’t have anything creative in our heads now, do we, as if it’s all been blown up in smoke. So much for creating!…” and so on.
Good ole Sylvester. Thanks, buddy.
I’m asking for your love and prayers. This has never happened to me before and scares the living daylights out of me.
And no, I don’t have the dreaded C.
I just want my razor-sharp thinking back, the ability to dredge up designs and images out of the blue. Neither one has ever deserted me before.